Another One Down

It's too many different spirits within me
My personality is constantly shifting
I'm the most humble but act different next minute
I'll admit it I'm twisted
Trying to act all different all my living sisters Ill kill it
On the TV I kill it
When you meet me I kill it
Dead, dead ass until the point we get to speak
And I kill it
Looks are deceiving no kidding
They make a fool of you kid
In life you only as real as your jewelry kid
But we all got our days and
We we all got our ways
Different character traits
We all got a part to play
We all got something to say
A piece of me I can share
The rest of me I'm ashamed to share
So I pretend it ain't there
I pretend to be honest,I pretend to be clear
To the piece of you that's prolly' just pretending to care
When there's a piece of you judging me
I can hear it in there
Hiding from a piece of me that a piece of you fears
Words that come out of my mouth
Are not as good as they sound
You picking it up when I put down
I'm not as good as you think×2
I'm just another one down ×2
You have to know where I'm coming from
To get what I'm gunning for
I'll have to open up my heart
And show you a couple' sores
But until you uncover yours
I'm overprotective with that
I wont let you touch the sores
I wont let you judge the core
I'm different
I know betrayal like I know my siblings
Like an insecure girlfriend knows a hickey
It's hard to know which person to trust
So when you ask me 'bout my personal stuff
My response is always good as scripted
I choose to trust I don't owe it no one
Figured I might be better off as a loner
This crazy world is getting colder and colder
I had to learn to dress my persona
I had to put on happy suit
Too many told me stay humble
That's all we ask of you
I'm learning life now and it feels like I'm back at school
Somebody should've told me being human needed
Practice too
Words that come out of my mouth
Are not as good as they sound
You picking it up when I put it down
I'm not as good as as you think ×2
I'm just another one down ×2
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