Not to Sugarcoat It

Fire looks nice, and it's just as tempting
But if I get too close, my mind will start melting for you
And I know we used to talk in codes but they lost their meaning
Everyone's awake but you're still dreaming of me
Well, she thinks that I'm still alive on the inside
Well not for long
If she keeps, she keeps, she keeps
Looking back at me
Waiting on my love to bleed out my heart, and my head
And I can't keep this all in my chest
But you don't mind
'Cause if you get what you want, then you'll be fine
And if the whites of your eyes sprint to the five inch knives
And attack me with your words, attack me with your vision
And we'll find you in the kitchen
with some pretty boy with a useless voice
And a way with words
And I know that sounds exciting
But his perfect tone wasn't fit for writing
Well, he keeps, he keeps, he keeps
Looking back at you
Waiting on your lust to pull through
But you wait, you wait
For your heart to explode
You made up a box to put your load of hate for me
But it's in the storage and we lost the key, oh
And I fear the most from you is I thought we went through this a week ago
No, 2 weeks ago, no, 8 weeks ago
And she won't stop calling me her love-line that was backed up with calls
It hasn't been that long
But you're having withdrawals
I'm your Vicodin, with a touch of pain
if you don't take me, you'll go insane
Well she thinks that I'm not addicted on the outside
Well, you keep, you keep, you keep running into me
Waiting on my scars to breathe for you
But they're dead, and I can't remember exactly what I said
But I know that it hurt
And not to rub the wound with dirt,
But I'm telling you so you don't come back
I'm not doing this 'cause I'm afraid of your dad
But it'd be better if you were kept in line
And they tell you this time after time
But I can't catch you
'Cause my cohesion is off
And we'd all hit the ground
And we'll beg you to stop