Making the Bed

Wanted so I got it, Did it so it's done
Another thing I ruin, I use to do for fun
Another piece of plastic I could just throw away
Another conversation with nothing good to say
I thought it so I said it, Took it cause I can
Another day pretendin' I'm older than I am
Another perfect moment, that doesn't feel like mine
Another thing I force to be a sign
Well sometimes I feel like I don't wanna be where I am
Gettin' drunk at a club with my fair-weather friends,
Push away all the people who know me the best
But it's me whose been making the bed
I'm so tired of being the girl that I am
Every good thing has turned into something I dreath
And I'm playing the victim so well in my head
But it's me whose been making the bed,
Me whose been making the bed
Pull the sheets over my head
Making the bed
And every night I wake up from this one accurate dream
I'm driving through the city, the brakes go out on me
I can't stop at the red light, can't swerve off the road
I read somewhere it cause my life feels so out of control
And I tell someone I love them, just as a distraction
and then they tell me that they love me
like I'm some tourist attraction
They changing my machinery and I just let it happen
I got the things I wanted it just not what I imagined
Well sometimes I feel like I don't wanna be where I am
Gettin' drunk at a club with my fair-weather friends
Push away all the people who know me the best
But it's me whose been making the bed
I'm so tired of being the girl that I am
Every good thing has turned into some I dreath
And I'm playing the victim so well in my head
But its me whose been making the bed
Me whose been making the bed
Pull the sheets over my head
Making the bed
Sometimes I feel like I don't wanna be where I am
Countin' all of the beautiful things I regret,
But it's me whose been making the bed
Me whose been making the bed
Pull the sheets over my head
Making the bed,