Blood and Soul

The sun is clear no rain man, I'm dyin'of thirst
I need the whole water my soul is leaving my body, I'm n the Depression City and I need immigration
I just feel like I'm the one who's always on the mission
My mind is telling me "NO ONE HAS EVER LOVED YOU HOMIE"
So try to focus on the mission that you'll never make accomplish
Put your hardwork on your music but you'll never make it, Big Dreams and d Sweet Cheese will never come true
You'll never be the one you'll keep on fantasizing Heros
My self esteem is lower than the strippers n the nightclubs
It's been a Bar after a Bar it's like I'm behind the Barz
I'm n the Library many words I don't know where to start
Maybe I need to pray before I deliver these Verses, Cause my mind is full of hate,greed,Money and Bitches
Everytime I write, I write until I finish pages
Back then in early ages, my mind was ice on the edge
You can say I'm J.Cole cause I'm the Caged Bird separated from the clan so I'm feelin' lonely
Reason why i feel so negative on every Flock, the Clan is falling apart and sinners to judgment
Capitalists took over the Government
Fire as Rain, Love as Pain, Crime and Evil as future to come
Gangs in every corner hustle for families and get arrested
Future is now, I try to live my life in the clouds
So back to back to the City of haters and full of fakers
Where you have to be a leader sacrifice your happiness
Where they shoot you with a Gun if you startin' to glow
Many ladies full of money cause they Blow Job's Leaders and Leaders into the City failed to lead Us
I try to focus on the mission with the loyal creatures
The real GDP is showing all the Real Pictures
It's like we are the only ones who's real in these rappers
And I remove the "T" for Trash n every fvckin Trappers
So if you feel like hating why don't you start with your music?
And I don't give a Damn about your motherfvckin INFO all I need is Money, Money make me win a lot of Hunny