Eyes Closed

I know it's a bad idea
But how can I help myself?
Been inside for most this year
And I thought a few drinks, they might help
It's been a while, my dear
Dealin' with the cards life dealt
I'm still holding back these tears
All my friends are somewhere else
I pictured this year a little bit different, wedded in February
I step in the bar, it hit me so hard, oh how can it be this heavy?
Every song reminds me you're gone, and I feel the lump form in my throat
'Cause I'm here alone
Just dancing with my eyes closed
'Cause everywhere I look, I still see you
And time is moving so slow
And I don't know what else that I can do
So I'll keep dancing with my
Eye-eye-eye-eyes
Eye-eye-eye-eyes closed
Eye-eye-eye-eyes
So I'll keep dancing with my
Delusion is here again
And I think you'll come home again
A word brings me right back in
Then it's only me that's in this room
I guess I could just pretend
The colours are more than blue
But I lost more than my friend
I can't help but missing you
I pictured this month a little bit different, no one is ever ready
And when it unfolds, you get in a hole, oh how can it be this heavy?
Everything changes, nothing's the same, except the truth is now you're gone
And life just goes on
Just dancing with my eyes closed
'Cause everywhere I look, I still see you
And time is moving so slow
And I don't know what else that I can do
So I'll keep dancing with my
Eye-eye-eye-eyes
Eye-eye-eye-eyes closed
Eye-eye-eye-eyes
So I'll keep dancing with my
Eye-eye-eye-eyes
Eye-eye-eye-eyes closed
Eye-eye-eye-eyes
Oh, I'll keep dancing with my
They're shutting the bar, they're cleaning the floor
And everyone is already home
But I'm on my own
Just dancing with my eyes closed
'Cause everywhere I look, I still see you
And time is moving so slow
And I don't know what else that I can do
So I'll keep dancing with my
Eye-eye-eye-eyes
Eye-eye-eye-eyes closed
Eye-eye-eye-eyes
Oh I'll keep dancing with my
Eye-eye-eye-eyes
Eye-eye-eye-eyes closed
Eye-eye-eye-eyes
Oh, I'll keep dancing with my