Failures & Fakes Again

I feel out of my element
Can’t keep myself grounded
Oh why?
I gotta keep on gotta keep on trying
I gotta keep myself from wearing thin
I never want to come back to this again I gotta keep on trying
Keep it, keep it, keep it real
I’m gonna find my way back
I swear I will
Keep it, keep it, keep it real
Trying to forget how I fake how I feel
Maybe I will see
That I’m not always falling apart
Maybe I’ve been trying to see
Laid out all you left in my heart
Fake how I feel, fake how I feel
Fake how I feel, fake how I feel
No I can’t fake it no
Fake how I feel, fake how I feel
Fake how I feel, fake how I feel
I’ve seen my future
It’s not that impressive
I’m trying to be reasonable, but you're leaving
Can’t change the proud or heal the ungratеful
There’s a plank in my eyе, but admitting it’s not enough, it's not enough
Keep my head down
Looking up never gained me any ground
I buried myself (myself)
Holding on to all this pain
Holding on to all this pride
Everything is not alright inside this time
Maybe I will see
That I’m not always falling apart
Maybe I’ve been trying to see
Laid out all you left in my heart
Fake how I feel, fake how I feel
Fake how I feel, fake how I feel
No I can’t fake it no
Fake how I feel, fake how I feel
Fake how I feel, fake how I feel
Friends I’ve found out the hard way
I’m just a failure
It’s not enough to say that you’re not blameless, blameless, blameless
I’ve seen my future
It’s not that impressive