To Have and to Hurt

Black jacket lies scream around our heads
I know you with my eyes
Your eyes are red
Incendiary devices hidden in our mouths
This argument won't just fizzle out
Tango, and we dance with broken legs
My words, leave ugly bruises on your confidence
I hate myself sometimes
Iron in my face
I hate myself sometimes
To have and to hurt you
Cut to death by these words
Strangled by language
The cruellest story ever heard
My poor little darling, I love you more than anything
To have and to hurt you
Now the two of us are crying
My light impatience dissolves with tears
I make things worse, I shouldn't be here
Your sobbing and shaking sticks a knife in my gut
So hopelessly true, we kill the thing that we love
For this mess I take the blame
Sometimes you're stupid, but even so
I really should try to be more understanding
To have and to hurt you
The mood is black, my mouth is blue
Beat up by language
I throw the sharpest words at you
My sweet little angel, love ya more than anything
To have and to hurt you
Now the two of us are crying
Now the two of us are crying
And so it's true
There is no beauty without cruelty
My thought, ascend
Our hearts hang heavy like stones
To have and to hurt you x6
Now the two of us are crying x7