Desolate

In the depths of the ocean there no hope
I've kept myself afloat but now It's pulling me under
I can't escape
There's nothing left for me
It takes its toll
It takes its toll as darkness surrounds me
Some days are a losing battle
So much effort just to exist
I'm so far from where I need to be
Can anybody hear me
As the water fills my lungs I hit rock bottom
Breaths are so far out of reach
Will this ever end?
Will this ever end?

My days are spent over thinking always sinking into this hell I've made
Hell I've made

Desolate chipping away at myself
Self hatred that I simply cannot shed
Back and forth with the voices in my head
Feels like I'm sinking
Self hatred that I simply cannot shed
Back and forth with the voices in my head
Feels like I'm sinking

My days are spent over thinking always sinking into this hell I've made
I'm always longing for something more than just understanding
Will I ever escape?

I'm hollow
I'm scarred
Weaker than before
I'm suffocating and I can't take anymore
I'm hollow
I'm scarred
Weaker than before
I'm suffocating and I can't take anymore

I'm hollow
I'm scarred

My days are spent over thinking always sinking into this hell I've made
I'm always longing for something more than just understanding
Will I ever escape?

I've come this far
I've beaten everything I have faced
This is how we grow
It's time to embrace

Self hatred that I simply cannot shed
Back and forth with the voices in my head