Unexpected Downfall

You wonder how I got this way
So many things had to change
and that is why I look this way
Here I am standing in the rain,
waiting for a day to come,
where I don't hate myself
or anyone around
The rain it keeps pouring,
it's clouding my vision from
the others in the unknown
Mirror, mirror on the wall
watch my crown as it falls
I am losing myself piece by piece
while the love for myself decreases
This is me, are you ready?
and this is how I come to be,
pushed off to the side,
I found out who I wanna be
and this is me
Living life like all the rest,
just sounds like a fucking test
that I'm not ready
I just wanna be free,
let me go, let me be,
let me leave this reality
Mirror, mirror on the wall,
watch my crown after the fall,
grabbing pieces and stitching them
back
I am who I am and I can't change that
Staring at the person I used to be,
I'm thinking to myself that could've been me,
but I made it out and set myself free
That's all you need to know
about this reality,
going on and on and you will see,
what you can do when you are
free
You can go where you wanna go and be
who you wannabe