Alone With Me

Marcus Fuckin' Hopsin my guy Wadup don't mean to intervene
John Manyama how are things going talk to me
How you living G
You look so confused ryt now do u remember me
Coz I've been with you since a teen fxcking you up mentally
I love it (i do)
Staying inside your head where the rent is free
I'm just here to make sure you keep all your crazy tendencies
Look at yourself in disbelief
Struggle with your identity
Stuck in depression until you diagnose with it clinically
How's your love life is it still a tripling mess
Nxgga you 35 you haven't found a wifey yet
I mean if i was you would i be stressed Y.E.S
I guess a male order bride is nice it might be best
So how did you manage to get rich yet be so empty
Constantly stuck in a deep ol frenzy
Maybe your ego ain't eco-friendly
Bro you got a life that we don't envy
And i bet suicide must be so tempting (do it)
(Chorus)
Wait hold up(Damn)
Fxcks wrong with me
I can't leave me alone with me
I'm like who's this Nxgga
And why do i fear him
It couldn't be clearer the man inside the mirror
Wait hold up (Shit)
Stop controlling me
I don't know who I'm supposed to be
I'm like who's this Nxgga and why do i fear him
It couldn't be clearer the man inside the mirror
So how's the rap life do people enjoy your music?
Or you still spitting that bxllshit to destroy the youth with
Be honest you live in the shadow with Joyner Lucas (uh oh)
You jealous i know that u are my point is proven
Fxck happened to you,you was spitting so cold
You was The Ill Mind Of Hopsin on the list with the Goats
Then you fell of you should've took a different approach (awww)
I hate to say it,but you'll never be like Kendrick or Cole (Nigga)
It's fxcked up that isn't fair Marcus
I'm hoping that god will answer your prayers Marcus
But even if he does,the chances are rare
That you'll have hands in the air
Headlining Madison square garden
Nxgga put the mic down don't you fight this fight
Coz you're the corny rapper only weird white kids like
So every time the vlogs post you
The comments gon roast you
I would rather be dead than be caught living in your shoes
Wait hold up(I'm tripping)
Fxcks wrong with me
I can't leave me alone with me
I'm like who's this Nxgga
And why do i fear him
It couldn't be clearer the man inside the mirror
Wait hold up (Please stop)
Stop controlling me
I don't know who I'm supposed to be
I'm like who's this Nxgga and why do i fear him
It couldn't be clearer the man inside the mirror
Aight i got an idea I'll tell you how it works
It's gonna sound a little outrageous but hear me out first
You turn your phone off for two weeks and start and outburst of worried family members which leads to a local town search
But when they find you,you dead inside of your crib
With a letter that says goodbye to your kid (heh)
But you don't get to see him anyway
Coz your ex is wildin this shxt
So in this lil head it's you've already died it's a trip
So While you reside in heaven or hell whichever side that it is
Your baby moms will regret the shxt she never tried to get fixed
Chances are if you're alive she'll never try to repent
I'm just trying to show you ways to exercise your revenge
All you want is love ryt? (ryt)
Well you gon have to get some balls
Shoot your fxcking brains out until they splat against the wall
See it has to hit blogs
And all your fans will get involved
And you'll be missed
Coz people don't know what they have until it's lost
Hug your daddy kiss your mom before this transition is done
Into the new life your current one is trash it isn't fun
Yea everybody got problems and we all fighting this big war
But your problems are different
You got nothing to LIVE FOR
Wait hold up(I don't know )
Fxcks wrong with me
I can't leave me alone with me
I'm like who's this Nxgga
And why do i fear him
It couldn't be clearer the man inside the mirror
Wait hold up (Please stop)
Stop controlling me
I don't know who I'm supposed to be
I'm like who's this Nxgga and why do i fear him
It couldn't be clearer the man inside the mirror
What I'm thinking what you're thinking is not important thing we're alive right now that's an important thing it is important that you focus on this fundamental senseless aliveness within you and then you see there's natural distance within you and you're prod-processe once you create a little space between you and you're find between you and you're body thisis the end of sub don't identify any thoughts negative cause it's just a thought who told you it's Negative it's the thought you're making it up or maybe you like it what's the problem if you understand it just as thought it's the power if you think it's a reality then it destroys you