Broken Headbox

Every layer of this mind is caving in
Two versions of me
They harbor everything
How pain has fluctuated
Healing me, I’m elevated
Different from the day I was born
Cast out from the rest, looked down upon
Gambled it all, gave my honor and dignity
A slave to my mind for all of eternity
Both the voices scream so loudly
Every day, they laugh so proudly
Made to feel like a freak of nature, a joke of humanity
Unlucky, the story unfolds
A new path, stepping into the cold
Dying to live
A better life only lets better people in
How pain has fluctuated
Healing me, I’m elevated
I still feel I have forsaken
At my best, I still feel I’ve forsaken
Life or death, it’s all for the taking
Overanalysing every second
This mind continues to exhausts itself
If I ever had the chance to reset it
I’d live it just to know how it tastes
Overanalysing every second
This mind continues to exhausts itself
If I ever had the chance to reset it
I’d live it just to know how it tastes
The life of which you desire
Isn’t yours, unless you elevate higher, higher
Dying to live
A better life only lets better people in
It all starts to make sense
Every moment I have lived
And endless lesson
I can hear memories playing out
Through life and death, I will be stronger than ever before