Too Far Gone

I think I've been too hard on myself
I know I'm just passing through
I still don't sleep and I don't trust myself
To be the strongest for you
It's all so strange and I don't recognize
Faces of ones I adored
I tried my best to keep moving forward
But there's wounds that can't be ignored
It's too far gone
You know it's true
I still remember the times
We'd pry into the other's ego
And you'd redefine what I thought made me so evil
You're not to blame and it's a shame
I don't feel things how I should
And your distaste to words I say
Leaves us both misunderstood
It kills me to say
It's too far gone
You know it's true
I've fallen way too short
My heart's been cold and weary
I'm all so sure but it's so temporary
Left scars in my skin
And your words, they transcend
And these holes run so deep
But I dive in endlessly
Leave my failures on display
I'll drain myself I'll grow for you
I'll grow for you
We're too far gone
You know it's true
I've fallen way too short
My heart's been cold and weary
I'm all so sure but it's so temporary
I've opened my arms
Embraced the pain I gave
I meant you no harm
I was so sick when you came
If you need to leave
Take every fragment from me
When I try to love
My failures seep through the seams
(Through the seams)
We're too far gone
You know it's true
I've fallen way too short
My heart's been cold and weary
I'm all so sure but it's so temporary