Back Of My Mind

Now as I awaken from a dream, I could lose everything
lost the safety net of my careless actions
every time I think about it, there's nothing I can do
but watch you push me away
waiting for the inevitable separation
losing sight of the one thing that's important to me
I feel low, I feel you drifting from me
watch your clock hands pointing back at me
hanging in this fear of loss
I release this confession, I give the world for my prize possession
To the point of obsession, It's constantly leaving a scar
Leaving a scar at the back of my mind
tearing inside me like it's lived here for years
the calm before the storm, you know I'll be right here
Keeping the spark alight, since December
giving my breath for every flickering ember
desperation has got the best of me
I'll put in everything until there's nothing left of me
because
I release this confession, I give the world for my prize possession
To the point of obsession, It's constantly leaving a scar
Leaving a scar at the back of my mind
tearing inside me like it's lived here for years
the calm before the storm, you know I'll be right here
Keeping the spark alight, since December
giving my breath for every flickering ember
It's constantly...
it's constantly leaving a mark
if the flame dies, I'll be left in the dark