14

Fourteen and I'm thinking about God again
In the back of our car
Everyone is so far from me
Seventeen and I'm feeling so out of place
I've been moving so much
And lately I've been running round in circles every day
And I've turned off a part of me that I can't find anymore
I'm sick of always questioning myself and what I'm doing wrong
And I wish I was somebody else
Just to feel like I'm enough for myself
And I've been fighting with who I am inside my head
And I don't know me anymore
Nineteen and I'm getting so drunk again
And I'm falling in love with everyone just for a minute
Twenty and I'm running away from everything
I dropped out of schools, I end up waking on another cold park bench
And I've turned off a part of me that I can't find anymore
I'm sick of always questioning myself and what I'm doing wrong
And I wish I was somebody else
Just to feel like I'm enough for myself
And I've been fighting with who I am inside my head
And I don't know me anymore
Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh
Me anymore
Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh
And I wish I was somebody else
Just to feel like I'm enough for myself