Mount St. Mary

Words or reason
Can’t be leaving
I thought I would be the reason
For you to stay out tonight,
Believe me I can’t stand the fight.
And I thought that you could stand me,
With all of your sudden gestures,
But you lead me home,
Alone again and in my room.
And I thought that I could find you
On IG but I couldn’t find you
I’ll never see you again,
I wish I had a lot more friends.
And I can't talk to you,
But I’m the only one in the room.
And I wish I had the balls
To walk up to you and say “hello,”.
It doesn’t matter,
She won’t like me.
How can anyone enjoy me?
I’ve gotten so drunk,
Vomiting I know it's so messed up.
I wish I could enjoy the whiskey,
Normally I drink ‘til ya miss me.
When I’m on the floor,
Hopefully you can pick me up.
Where the fuck did my clothes go?
How’d I end up in this bed?
Who is driving me home?
Still I wonder why I’m all alone.
And I can talk to you,
But I’m way too drunk to.
And I should stop complaining,
And I should stop this drinking.
I don’t think it’s fair to say
That every night ended the same,
But that’s why I can’t stop.
This shot is one more chance I’ve got.