Blind Spot

I remember the first time someone pulled me aside
And said I need to control my temper
I was always the one picking sides, I knew who was right
Couldn't hold my tongue if I knew better
I always threw punches and put up a fight
So why do I keep begging for you to treat me right?
You could break my heart and I'd say thank you
At least that means you think of me in some virtue
I know it sounds reckless that I put myself in danger
Rather let you hurt me than love another stranger
You could burn my house down, don't know what for
And all I'd be is grateful you're back at my door
Tired of asking if you're gonna love me or not
Are you mine or a blind spot?
I hate that I waited all night for a conversation
That you had to beg me to have
Being stood up hurts double when it took me a week
To grieve that I called you back
You always say sorry then fuck up as fast
So why am I giving you chances to mend something we never really had?
You could break my heart and I'd say thank you
At least that means you think of me in some virtue
I know it sounds reckless that I put myself in danger
Rather let you hurt me than love another stranger
You could burn my house down, don't know what for
And all I'd be is grateful you're back at my door
Tired of asking if you're gonna love me or not
Are you mine or a blind spot?
Are you mine or a blind spot?
It's dangerous and reckless
It's everything and manic
It's all because, it's all because it's you
It's dangerous, it's toxic
It's psycho and manic
It's everything I hate because it's you
You could break my heart and I'd say thank you
At least that means you think of me in some virtue
I know it sounds reckless that I put myself in danger
Rather let you hurt me than love another stranger
You could burn my house down, don't know what for
And all I'd be is grateful you're back at my door
I'm tired of asking if you're gonna love me or not
Are you mine or my blind spot?
Are you mine or my blind spot?