When You Lose Someone

I thought it'd only be a moment
Like a night of summer rain
But it's like a landslide of emotion every day
I've been trying to recover
I put you too the back of my brain
Now I'm just trying to remember you in the best way
I go from feeling numb to feeling everything at once
And I don't know if I wanna cry
One of the hardest things I've ever had to learn
Is how to lose someone
First, you don't have the words
It's the kind of flame you don't see 'til it burns
Then it hurts, 'til it eats you alive
Changes you forever in the blink of an eye
And it's not something that just fades over night
It's something that stays for the rest of your life
When you lose somebody you love
When you lose somebody you love
It comes and goes like it's a season
But the clouds are always grey
And late at night when I'm alone with my thoughts
It feels like a Ferrari racing
I go from feeling numb to feeling everything at once
And I don't know if I wanna cry
One of the hardest things I've ever had to learn
Is how to lose someone
First, you don't have the words
It's the kind of flame you don't see 'til it burns
Then it hurts, 'til it eats you alive
Changes you forever in the blink of an eye
And it's not something that just fades over night
It's something that stays for the rest of your life
When you lose somebody you love
When you lose somebody you love
When you lose somebody
When you lose somebody you love
When you lose somebody
The hardest thing I've ever had to learn
First, you don't have the words
It's the kind of flame you don't see 'til it burns
Then it hurts, 'til it eats you alive
Changes you forever in the blink of an eye
And it's not something that just fades over night
It's something that stays for the rest of your life
When you lose somebody you love
When you lose somebody you love
When you lose somebody you love
The hardest thing I've ever had to learn