Animosity

I’ve already collapsed
So I’ll just drown my sorrows in a nonexistent world
I don’t know what is worse
The utter waste of time or the eroding of my mind
Alive means to be dead
A bullet to the head

The guilt faded away
The anger has subsided yet it’s shadow still remains
I always gave too much
It was never enough

Get dressed in black and mourn again
Fake funerals for all my friends
Cause I can’t let it go
No, I won’t let it go

It's killing me again
I replay it in my head when I’m alone
I hope that you’re alone now

It's not me it’s you
The one who never got a clue
Drown in your guilt
If karma doesn’t hit you then I will

You ask me how I’ve been
I paint a smile over my face and act like nothings wrong
Your pity party’s fake
And now I am reminded why I should’ve kept away
I hope to god you know
This smile is just for show

Get dressed in black and mourn again
Fake funerals for all my friends
Cause I can’t let it go

No, I won’t let it go

It's killing me again
I replay it in my head when I’m alone
I hope that you’re alone now

It's not me it’s you

The one who never got a clue
Drown in your guilt
If karma doesn’t hit you then I will

Mayday, mayday this ship is going down
Lost inside my thoughts again.
Living hollow to pretend

Mayday, mayday this ship is going down
Bury the truth of the lie you created
Bury yourself and remember me when you’re alone

Mayday, mayday. This ship is going down

It's killing me again
I replay it in my head when I’m alone
I hope that you’re alone now

It's not me it’s you
The one who never got a clue
Drown in your guilt
If karma doesn’t hit you then I will