happy for you

Baby, I almost threw up
When I found out that you hooked up
With a girl you met last week
I felt like I couldn't breathe
Baby, I can't blame you
'Cause I did the same too
I'm just trying to move on
'Cause I know our timing's wrong
Being mad at you
Something I can't do
I know I'm better being someone you loved
But I feel better being someone you want
Had no idea what this love would cost
I'm happy for you but I'm sad for us
I'm happy for you but I'm sad for us
You been making changes
We're in different phases
And none of them are you
But I still miss you, that's the truth
I wish you did things
Just to spite me
I wish you were a dick to me
But you were too nice, honestly
I know I'm better being someone you loved
But I feel better being someone you want
Had no idea what this love would cost
I'm happy for you but I'm sad for us
I'm happy for you but I'm sad for us
Sad for the memories, all of the could-have-be's
Sad for the better days we had to throw away
I wish it didn't have to be this way
I know I'm better being someone you loved
But I feel better being someone you want
Had no idea what this love would cost
I'm happy for you but I'm sad for us
I feel guilty for cutting you off
But one of us had to make that call
Had no idea what this love would cost
I'm happy for you but I'm sad for us
I'm happy for you but I'm sad for us
I'm happy for you but I'm sad for us
I'm happy for you but I'm sad for us
Happy, I'm happy, I promise
I'm just sad for us