Into the Sun

I’m sorry but I gotta level with you now
I’m a million problems you won’t figure out
‘Cos nothing ever really seems to go my way
But I should have told you the very first day
I’ll say it like I mean it
Not hide it like a secret
How’d I even ever fall this hard?
I’ll say it like I mean it
And hope that you believe it
How’d I even ever get this far?
I can’t believe the things that I’ve done
Breaking apart my world till I won
I’m just a game you say that ain’t fun
You’d probably rather stare at the sun
I got the bronze the silver and gold
There’s no competition when you’re this cold
This ain’t the way I want it to go
But this is just the life we chose
Can I take the credit for your misery
For it’s an accolade that’s really hard to beat
And I know it’s something that I seem to do so naturally
But did you know that you were always free to leave
I deal in pain and I’m sorry it’s remaining
But that’s just the way my plot line seems to go
You’ll be the hero
And I’ll stay the zero
‘Cos we know we’ll never count on me so
I’ll say it like I mean it
Not hide it like a secret
How’d I even ever fall this hard?
I’ll say it like I mean it
And hope that you believe it
How’d I even ever get this far?
I can’t believe the things that I’ve done
Breaking apart my world till I won
I’m just a game you say that ain’t fun
You’d probably rather stare at the sun
I got the bronze the silver and gold
There’s no competition when you’re this cold
This ain’t the way I want it to go
But this is just the life we chose
That’s the life you chose
I’ll say it like I mean it
Not hide it like a secret
How’d I even ever fall this hard?
I’ll say it like I mean it
And hope that you believe it
How’d I even ever get this far?