Grief

Someone hurts you
You're supposed to hate 'em
Get lost, move on
Try to forget 'em
But your heart can't switch that fast
When you cherish and treasure and love 'em
I wish it was that easy
Grab a flag, drink champagne like on tv
But all that I'm left with
Is the tragedy I'm dressed in
I'm not bitter or jealous or raging
I've gone numb 'cause I saw the love draining
I miss what I was to you
This ain't a nightmare, it's true
I'm not angry or vengeful or broken
This is something else, a foreign emotion
I miss what you were to me
This ain't heartbreak, it's grief
Laying flowers,
Pink and purple roses
Oh I stay for hours
Right 'til it closes
And it feels like it's a dream,
We'll wake up together tomorrow
Cause it just can't be real,
How you feel, how I feel, how this feels
I block the light out
Cause I don't wanna see the world without you now
I'm not bitter or jealous or raging
I've gone numb 'cause I saw the love draining
I miss what I was to you
This ain't a nightmare, it's true
I'm not angry or vengeful or broken
This is something else, a foreign emotion
I miss what you were to me
This ain't heartbreak, it's grief
And it just won't leave me
Wherever I go, it won't lave me alone
What are you doing now, I love you more now somehow
I'm not bitter or jealous or raging
I've gone numb 'cause I saw the love draining
I miss what I was to you
This ain't a nightmare, it's true
I'm not angry or vengeful or broken
This is something else, a foreign emotion
I miss what you were to me
This ain't heartbreak, it's grief
It ain't heartbreak, it's grief
And it just won't leave me