Heavenly

Took a little time for me to figure it out
Noises in my head that I could never drown out
But you wouldn't know what I'm talking about
'Cause you weren't around
I'm tired of all the 'he said and she said'
And three in the morning regrets
About some shit that you can't let go
I'm tired of feeling useless and stupid
'Cause you don't know how to be human
Oh, I'm about done with the show
Why does it feel so, ooh, heavenly, heavenly?
Thought letting you go, ooh, would hit me heavily, mentally
You kiss me goodbye with tears in your eyes
And finally I could breathe
I'm sorry, but it's so, so, so, so, heavenly, heavenly
Left a lot of people that I needed behind
Drowning my heart out while I cover my eyes
Mixing up the pain with the butterflies
Baby, I don't
Know why I had to hold on for so long
I don't do that for no one
Guess I was scared to say it myself
I'm tired of all that you do, but I don't
Feel like I'm walking a tightrope
Time I started taking control, ooh
Why does it feel so, ooh, heavenly, heavenly?
Thought letting you go, ooh, would hit me heavily, mentally
You kiss me goodbye with tears in your eyes
And finally I could breathe
I'm sorry, but it's so, so, so, so, heavenly, heavenly
Why'd it feel so heavenly, heavenly, heavenly? (Oh oh oh)
Why'd it feel so heavenly, heavenly, heavenly? (Oh oh oh)
Why'd it feel so heavenly? (Oh, oh baby)
Why does it feel so, ooh, heavenly, heavenly?
Thought letting you go, ooh, would hit me heavily, mentally
You kiss me goodbye with tears in your eyes
And finally I could breathe
I'm sorry, but it's so, so, so, so, heavenly, heavenly