The Step

I had a vision,
Standing on a rooftop looking down,
Thinking would you miss me?
If i was fall onto the ground,
Would you feel relief?
Would you be in grief?
Finally understand me,
Say i had it coming all along,
Standing all alone on the verge of self destruction,
I've been keeping to myself how you left me in the cold,
Guess i'm trying to explain just how much i really miss you,
Oh but if i take a step then you will never know,
My reputation,
Did i make a difference after all?
Something worth to mention?
Something to live on for the years to come,
Did it move your soul?
Did i let you know?
You're the inspiration,
Strong enough to turn my world around,
Standing all alone on the verge of self destruction,
I've been keeping to myself how you left me in the cold,
Guess i'm trying to explain just how much i really miss you,
Oh but if i take a step then you will never know,
Oh but if i take a step then you will never know,
You're the light in the darkness,
Far beyond me reach now,
What am i?
Constantly in search of?
A reason?
Standing all alone on the verge of self destruction,
I've been keeping to myself how you left me in the cold,
Guess i'm trying to explain just how much i really miss you,
Oh but if i take a step then you will never know,
Oh but if i take a step then you will never know,