Once Upon A Time

I feel the need to tell you all the time
Don't want to seem too much
Words form in my head but never get said
Always scared, why do I care?
But you must know, I never intended for this
This isn't me, I'm as fucked up as I can be
I wanna change and explain
And go back a few hundred days
Once upon a time, there was no hole in my Earth
Once upon a time, I could just tell you my worst
Please don't think the worst of me
I just can't fake happy
Once upon a time, there was no thinking the worst
Once upon a time, the smoke blurred all of your words
Please don't think the worst of me
I just can't fake happy, no oh
I've been sinking slowly all the time
Yours is the only voice that makes sense in my mind
Words form in my head but never get said
Always scared, why do I care?
But you must know, I never intended for this
This isn't me, I'm as fucked up as I can be
I wanna change and explain
And go back a few hundred days
Once upon a time, there was no hole in my Earth
Once upon a time, I could just tell you my worst
Please don't think the worst of me
I just can't fake happy
Once upon a time, there was no thinking the worst
Once upon a time, the smoke blurred all of your words
Please don't think the worst of me
I just can't fake happy, no oh
But you must know, I never intended for this
This isn't me, I'm as fucked up as I can be
I wanna change and explain
And go back a few hundred days
Once upon a time, there was no hole in my Earth
Once upon a time, I could just tell you my worst
Please don't think the worst of me
I just can't fake happy
Once upon a time, there was no thinking the worst
Once upon a time, the smoke blurred all of your words
Please don't think the worst of me
I just can't fake happy, no oh