Happy Now?

Aren't I supposed to be happy now?
There's nothing left for me to laugh about
Happy now, they're all so happy for me
So take a drive around town in my douchebag car
Like the superstar that I pretend to be
Nothing feels better than buying love
When push comes to shove, I'm lonely
With everyone talking about you
You won't remember who you are
Everybody talking about you
Doesn't get you far
I was supposed to be happy now
There's nothing left for me to laugh about
I was supposed to be happy now
They're all so happy for me
Always such an anxious child
Never wild, always worrying
Never any good with surprises
Compromises, I wanted everything
They tell me everything is not about you
It doesn't matter who you are
Everything is not about you
But if you work hard
Are we supposed to be happy now?
There's nothing left for me to laugh about
I was supposed to be happy now
They're all so happy for me
Happy now
There's nothing left for me to laugh about
I was supposed to be happy now
They're all so happy for me
And if I'm not, I'll never be happy now
There's nothing left for me to laugh about
Maybe I'll never be happy now
They're all so happy for me