Scary Part Of Me

Said I'd be home at eight
But I'm still out smoking cigarettes and drinking
And I told them I don't care about you
But you know that that's not true, or do you?
I guess I'm just in a bad place
I'm doing anything I can to hurt you
But it's not what it seems
It's not what I'm meaning to do
I'm laid out, but I'm broken within
Afraid that I'm not who you think I am
I fucked it up, let you down
I'm sorry for what I did
I'm a mess, try my best
You don't know what to believe
It's my fault, lost it all
That's the scary part of me
That I don't know me anymore
I don't know me anymore
That I don't know me anymore
That I don't know me anymore
And it kills me now
That I took it all for granted
For my own self-worth
Just to ease the hurt that I feel inside
And I see myself
In other people that I never wanted to become
And I've come so far
And I've given scars that I'm not proud of
I fucked it up, let you down
I'm sorry for what I did
I'm a mess, try my best
You don't know what to believe
It's my fault, lost it all
That's the scary part of me
That I don't know me anymore
That I don't know me anymore
I don't know me anymore
That I don't know me anymore
I'm laid out, but I'm broken within
Afraid that I'm not who you think I am
I fucked it up, let you down
I'm sorry for what I did
I'm a mess, try my best
You don't know what to believe
It's my fault, lost it all
That's the scary part of me
(That I don't know me anymore)
I fucked it up, let you down
I'm sorry for what I did
I'm a mess, try my best
You don't know what to believe
It's my fault, lost it all
That's the scary part of me
That I don't know me anymore