Supposed To

Sometimes, I'm reminded of you
Like a bad dream I'm repeating of you
As I lie here awake picturing your stupid face
I realise how stupid it is I'm still thinking of you
But I'm sinking in quicksand, stuck in a room
All the windows are closed with no light seeping through
It was supposed to be you,
It was supposed to be you
And I heard that you're doing fine
Maybe that proves we were doomed by design
And it's the same thing all over, only this time, I'm supposed to be strong
But if you were my weakness, I think I'd be quick to move on
But I'm sinking in quicksand, stuck in a room
All the windows are closed with no light seeping through
It was supposed to be you,
It was supposed to be you
And how can you still be smiling
When I'm calling up my best friend crying?
It was supposed to be you, supposed to be you
And I'm staring at the mess you've crafted
Rediscovering the girl you thought you knew
If I remember the truth, it was supposed to be you,
Supposed to
And I feel like I'm crazy
Like a stranger in my own chaotic mind
But I keep pressing on
'Cause somewhere I know that there's light
And I hope for the magic
And someone who will love me right