Rock Bottom

Another night, I stayed in again
My Summer days turn to Winter
I pushed myself over the edge
And now I just wanna get better
How come I woke up on the wrong side of the bed again?
I keep on building a wall between all my friends
Stuck in my head, I'm stuck in the in-between
Blaming the world when I should blame me
I'm getting too comfortable
Sitting at rock bottom
I'm trying to gain control
Waiting for my problems
To fix themselves
I wish that I'd wake up
Be like everyone else
And that would be enough
But I'm getting too comfortable
Sitting at rock bottom
[Just checking on you
Hope you're better, bye bye]
Another night, I went out again
Chasing my fears with a bottle
I swore that I would get a grip
But it's getting harder and harder
How come I woke up on the wrong side of the bed again?
I keep ignoring how broken I really am
Stuck in my head, I'm stuck in the in-between
Blaming the world when I should blame me
I'm getting too comfortable
Sitting at rock bottom
I'm trying to gain control
Waiting for my problems
To fix themselves
I wish that I'd wake up
Be like everyone else
And that would be enough
But I'm getting too comfortable
Sitting at rock bottom
[Just checking on you
Hope you're better, bye bye]
How come I woke up on the wrong side of the bed again?
How come I woke up on the wrong side, on the wrong side?
I, I'm just getting by