Mess It Up

Open two, double doors
Typical, pretty sure I could grow up
Probably, chemical
I took up walking to turn it all off
Doesn't feel bearable
Guess I thought when I left, it would all stop
It would all stop
Did I fall out of line when I called you?
When I told you I'm fine, you were lied to
How could I think that all that I gave you was enough?
'Cause every time I get too close, I just go and mess it up
Funny that, didn't work
I could be anywhere, I'm on your block
Cynical, terrible
Kicking myself with my gut in a knot
'Cause I heard that you're happier
Hope that you're sleeping well knowing I'm not
I'm doing too much
Did I fall out of line when I called you?
When I told you I'm fine, you were lied to
How could I think that all that I gave you was enough?
'Cause every time I get too close, I just go and mess it up
I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
We can make it better, breaking every habit
Pull myself together, you can watch it happen
Let it happen, let it happen
I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
We can make it better, breaking every habit
Pull myself together, you can watch it happen
Let it happen, let it happen
Did I fall out of line when I called you?
When I told you I'm fine, you were lied to
How could I think that all that I gave you was enough?
'Cause every time I get too close, I just go and mess it up
Let it happen, let it happen