Slow Motion

The colours are fading now
Is it quiet where you're sleeping?
Your records, my empty house
I wish I knew what you were feeling
Fighting every instinct while you hold your pride
Back to the beginning, it swallows my mind
You're all that I think about,
I even see you when I'm dreaming
I wish that I could hate you, my baby
I wish that when I left, you'd have chased me
I didn't wanna change, but you made me
Now you're telling all your friends that I'm crazy
Hard to believe that you ever really loved me
I made believe that you cared when you touched me
I know I'll be moving on in slow motion
I've never been good with words
But you didn't try to listen
Could call but I won't be the first
To remind you what you're missing
Fighting every instinct while you hold your pride
Back to the beginning, it swallows my mind
You never learned how to hurt
But I didn't try to fix it, oh
I wish that I could hate you, my baby
I wish that when I left, you'd have chased me
I didn't wanna change, but you made me
Now you're telling all your friends that I'm crazy
Hard to believe that you ever really loved me
I made believe that you cared when you touched me
I know I'll be moving on in slow motion
I need you more when you are not around
Baby, I crave the way you let me down
I think I want you more than I need you
Avoid the places I see you
Killing me slow, killing me slowly
I wish that I could hate you, my baby
I wish that when I left, you'd have chased me
I didn't wanna change, but you made me
Now you're telling all your friends that I'm crazy
Hard to believe that you ever really loved me
I made believe that you cared when you touched me
I know I'll be moving on in slow motion