If This Is It Now

You're so quiet over there, across the sea
It's not like you to be out of touch more than a week
And I had to stop myself from reaching out
'Cause you know how I get so riddled with doubt
But it's not up to you to build me up
Each time I fall
It's not up to you anymore
But I hope your days are filled with happiness
And I hope my name never tastes of bitterness
And I hope who loves you knows what they've found
I have to learn to go without, if this is it now
It's nearly 9am, on the other side
You'll be getting up to start your day in a little while
And I wonder what's the first thing on your mind,
As you come around and wipe the sleep from your eyes?
But it's not up to me
To hear your dreams or be your wake up call
It's not up to me anymore
But I hope your days are filled with happiness
And I hope my name never tastes of bitterness
And I hope who loves you knows what they've found
I have to learn to go without, if this is it now
But I hope your days are filled with happiness
And I hope my name never tastes of bitterness
And I hope who loves you knows what they've found
I have to learn to go without, if this is it now