Too Sad To Cry

Wasn't raised religious
But I wish that I was
Having nothing to believe in
Has been killing my buzz
Yeah I cut my hair
Close the blinds
Play 'Hallelujah' like two dozen times
And yesterday
I tried to pray
But I didn't know what to say
I'm too sad to cry
Too high to get up
Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up
Don't like to talk
I just lay in my bed
Don't even try to go out with my friends
Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking
Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take them
I try and I try
But I'm too sad to cry
Can't tell my mama
It makes her worry
I'm not suicidal
But sometimes the lines get all blurry
Yeah I cut my hair
Close the blinds
Played 'Hallelujah' like two dozen times
And yesterday
I tried to pray
But I didn't know what to say
I'm too sad to cry
Too high to get up
Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up
Don't like to talk
I just lay in my bed
Don't even try to go out with my friends
Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking
Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take them
I try and I try
But I'm too sad to cry
I'm too sad to cry
Too high to get up
Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up
Don't like to talk
I just stay in my bed
Don't even try to go out with my friends
Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking
Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take them
I try and I try
But I'm too sad to cry