desire

Why do you cry with your head tied up, and my t-shirt on?
I guess I'll be gone when the lease is up,
Where did we go wrong?
But damn you look good when your tears dry up
I hate to be the one to make your fears fire up
I'll be outside when the sky falls down
Wanna get the fuck out this lonely town
Where will you be when I go insane?
I don't give a fuck, it all feels the same
Easier to blame with a broken heart
Hate me now that we've grown apart
What do you desire?
What do you desire?
By now, I should be in LA wasting my time, chasing better days
But I know way too many things to stay,
Alone, and lost for words but still
I've won and I've lost but I fell and I fucked it up
I've won and I've lost but I fell and I fucked it up
Laying in bed with my headphones on
And our playlist stopped
I'm spinning right now, hope it don't last long
Why did I get drunk?
But damn you look good when your tears dry up
I hate to be the one to make your fears fire up
I'll be outside when the sky falls down
Wanna get the fuck out this lonely town
All of these years, do you feel the same?
Chasing our ride in the pouring rain
Staying out late just to walk you home
Clinging to me like it's all you know
What do you desire?
What do you desire?
Lately, I've been left out for dead
Caught between heads off your cigarette
If I'm honest, pretty sure I'm still alone, and lost for words but still
I've won and I've lost but I fell and I fucked it up
I've won and I've lost but I fell and I fucked it up
But damn you look good in your photographs
Breaking my heart every time you laugh
All of these shots poured down the drain
I tried but it tastes like novocaine
Now that you're free, do you feel alright?
Downing these shots with another guy
I know you moved on, just know that I'm trying
Anything it takes to feel alright
For you, yeah I've heard it all and made mistakes
Chase my days with novocaine
Oh I wonder, are we a work of art?
I know we'll suck at making plans
In the end, you'll understand