Can't Find You

(Every little task feels like a big deal)
(Anxiety inducing in my force field)
(Anxiety inducing in my force field)
Staring down at this uncertainty
I don't really know what I want to be
Now's the time, now's my chance, on the fence
'Cause it feels so unattainable
Stuck within a state so psychological
In my head, what I said
Oh my god
We're back around at the start
We've come full circle
Stuck in place, I can't commit
Blinded by my conscience
Where's my role model?
Split apart by lack of energy
Human nature built in our biology
Miss my friends, I don't know when it ends
It's the disparity between the two
Life can be so beautiful in this meadow rue
But deep inside, terrified
Oh my god
We're back around at the start
We've come full circle
Stuck in place, I can't commit
Blinded by my conscience
Where's my role model?
Ah, always searching but I can't find you
Forever searching but I can't find you
Endless searching but I can't find you, find you
Always searching but I can't find you
Can't find you
All this privilege at my fingertips
Check it at the door, gotta get a grip
Don't complain, don't maintain with the pain
Just focus on what you can do to help
We can't let our history repeat itself
Time is strange, time for change
Oh my god
We're back around at the start
We've come full circle
Stuck in place, I can't commit
Blinded by my conscience
Where's my role model?
Ah, always searching but I can't find you
Forever searching but I can't find you
Endless searching but I can't find you, find you
Always searching for you
Always searching but I can't find you
Always searching but I can't find you
Can't find you
Can't find you
Oh my god
We're back around
Oh my god
We're back around
Blinded by my conscience
Where's my role model?