Trying My Best

I know you think I've got it all figured out 'cause
I walk around like my heads in the clouds but
I'm just a boy with his heart pouring out of his head
I wish that you could see the pain that I've seen and
All of the times I spent being not me, I
Hope you know that it's not always happy in my head
'Cause I don't know
The perfect road to go down
But I know,
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard
And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say from my heart
If you really wanted, I could let you inside, it's
Been so long and I've got nothing left to hide,
Would you believe me if I told you that I've got flaws
Now it's time to let the curtains unfold and
Tell all the stories that I didn't want told
I let it out so I unburden my soul, I won't stop
'Cause I don't know
The perfect road to go down
But I know,
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard
And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say from my heart
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard
And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say from my heart