Explain You

My therapist, called you a learning experience
180 an hour, that's all that he mentioned
Missing you's getting fucking expensive
It's been ten months now,
There really ain't too much I've figured out
There was just something about being wanted,
By someone who never knew what they wanted
And I've seen some other people who are nothing like you
That's probably why it works, and why it never could
I'm holding onto nothing, don't know how to let it go
So even if it's out of my control
I try to explain you to myself
But you never seem to sound right
No matter how I try to explain you to myself
I hold you close, tell me the memories that you miss the most
I loved you fully but I'm growing up now
I loved you fully but fully means more now
And I've seen some other people who are nothing like you
That's probably why it works, and why it never could
I'm holding onto nothing, don't know how to let it go
So even if it's out of my control
I try to explain you to myself
But you never seem to sound right
No matter how I try to explain you to myself
You never seem to sound right
No matter how I try to explain you to myself
You never seem to sound right
No matter how I try to explain you to myself
You never seem to sound right
You never seem to sound right
You never seem to sound right
You never seem to sound right