Will of Want

I rise from the smoke and the shells
To grasp at air, the cold ice stuck to my throat
It drowns but, makes me feel good
Like I have lived before, and will live again
This life I own and you won't take it
No matter how hard you try, reach in to my heart
And you will see
The jester screwed me
Down, and down
He put me to the ground
And there I shall lay
Like a corpse in the ground
You were screwed from the start
As the crows circle round
I look all around and I don't feel life
I look to the skies and I see my end
I welcome you to the sphere of light
My final scene, acted out with you
You come with malice, no time for sorrow
You'll play your part as I fade from mine
I look all around and I don't feel life
I look to the skies and I see my end
You took it from me and it's all I know
Drowning hate, ensnaring sorrow,
Shimmered light has dimmed now at last
We dance together in pale spotlight
I look all around and I don't feel life
I look to the skies and I see my end
I feel like I'm no longer man
Pray for a dream so soon I'll wake
I knew it was the end
When you stepped out into the light
I knew there was no way
That I could change my fate this day
Yet I still begged
Hoped a part of you won't see it through
I knew it was the end
When you stepped out into the light
I look all around and I don't feel life
I look to the skies and I hear no voice
I clutch at my skin as it grows pale
This life is too cold and my veins run dry
I look all around and I don't feel life
I look to the skies and all I can think is what a beautiful place to die