The Absent

Get out of my head
I am dementia the creator of your end, I
control your thoughts and live through you
Your eyes are blind, to realities of death,
you'll be force fed till the end of your demise,
what is happening?
What is happening now,
but I have seen you,
I haven't seen you, for so long
for so long now
Your fading away
Its too painful to see you go
Its too tragic to look at you now
But it's a part of your life that's vacant
and gone
And everything else is empty and absent
DISSOLVING AWAY- I need to get out
of here- Everything you ever loved is
a forgotten memory
FALLING AWAY- I need to get out of
here- Everyone you ever known is just a distant memory
I am psychosis, confined in your own-
made hell,
the soul is forced to disconnect
Your mind has turned,
you've become nothing but an empty
shell,
I'll persist to crush till self destruct
What is happening
What is happening now, but I have
seen you, I haven't seen you
You're absent
You're absent now may your tears set
you-free in the end
It keeps on killing you and me
It keeps on feeding from the life you
once lived
Your fading away
Its too painful to see you go
Its too tragic to look at you now
But it's a part of your life that's vacant
and gone
And everything else is empty and absent
DISSOLVING AWAY- I need to get out
of here- Everything you ever loved is
a forgotten memory
FALLING AWAY- I need to get out of
here- Everyone you ever known is just a distant memory
Fuck all this suffering, I don't want to
live, I don't want feel like a puppet
anymore
take my hand, it feels like I'm fabricated
by something I refuse to see
Take my cold hands, better go six
feet deep where my fucking failure is
found
Take me away cos all I see is the
lunacy deluding me
This is the end,
this is the end
Your minds going blank and the final
hours been counting down
And everything you've ever known or ever
loved is a distant memory
You look into the palms of your hands
and recognise absolute nothingness
The sun has set and your minds wired
itself shut
And you've become nothing, sea of
emptiness you've forgotten yourself
you've forgotten your soul
But you've become nothing-yeah this
is the end, this is my life DEAD INSIDE
this is the end-this is my life A TICKING
TIME BOMB
And you've become nothing-a sea of
emptiness, forgotten yourself
forgotten your......