Nights

I'll admit that I knew you weren't the one, no
But I cried myself to sleep
Now I'm spendin' all my money on [?] drugs lately
Sugar, caffeine, and weed
I been misusing my heart now
And I'm not so scared of fights
I focus on what you look like
On and on, just don't feel right
I can get by the days just fine
But the nights
I sit alone and wonder why
They say that boys don't cry
'Cause all these tears and songs about you
Won't bring back the best days of our lives
I can get by the days just fine
But the nights
I'll admit that I probably seem insane, yeah
I'm a roller coaster ride
If I could, damn I would pay the man to script my brain
You would permanently leave my mind
Now I'm misusing my body
Now I'm lyin' all the time
I keep sayin' that I'm alright
But I miss you in my life
I can get by the days just fine
But the nights
I sit alone and wonder why
They say that boys don't cry
'Cause all these tears and songs about you
Won't bring back the best days of our lives
I can get by the days just fine
But the nights
I keep lyin' awake
I keep lyin' awake
I keep lyin' awake at night baby
I keep lyin' awake
I keep lyin' awake at night
I keep lyin' awake
I keep lyin' awake
I keep lyin' awake at night baby
I keep lyin' awake
I keep lyin' awake at night
I can get by the days just fine
But the nights
I sit alone and wonder why
They say that boys don't cry
'Cause all these tears and songs about you
Won't bring back the best days of our lives
I can get by the days just fine
But the nights