Kissing My Friends

Done it again, been kissing my friends
I don't seem to learn, find another bridge to burn
I've been resting my head on their shoulders and their beds
Until my mind clears and then I start feeling weird
I've got too big a heart to not feel a little bad
It takes two to tango, but I'm making them sad
Got caught in the aftermath of my troubled soul
I'm twenty years young, I feel a hundred years old
I'm drinking every night, not making amends
I've been wasting my time, wasted, kissing my friends
And why do I always get what I want?
Trying to feel something by being something that I'm not
And I need someone to start telling me "no"
I think I've stopped caring and started to show
Oh, I've been giving away kisses, lost track along the road
Maybe I'm making too big a deal out of this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Honestly, I'm not somebody they even miss
It was only a kiss, I was only a kiss
I've got too big a heart to not feel a little bad
It takes two to tango, but I'm making them sad
Got caught in the aftermath of my troubled soul
I'm twenty years young, I feel a hundred years old
Been drinking every night, not making amends
I'm stuck in a loop where my tendencies tend
To love bad decisions but hate where they end
I've been wasting my time kissing my friends
Got nothing to lose and nothing to win
I've been wasting my time, wasted, kissing my friends