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My name's Donald Crowhurst, I'm alive and well
I lost radio signal in Pacific swells
I've seen thirty foot waves, blue whale
I saw the end of the world open up it's sails
Got lost in the summer of '69
I led you all to believe that I was doing fine
This isn't the way I wanted it to end
I went to see the globe in gold, vivid reds
What have I got myself into?
Why'd it turn out this way?
I hedged my bets on something bigger to climb
The Everest of waves
I knew exactly what I wanted to find
And I figure, I've been deceived
It wasn't in the plan, to lie to you all
But become the first King of the sea
My name's Donald Crowhurst, I'm alive and well
I lost radio signal in Pacific swells
I've seen thirty foot waves, a blue whale
I saw the end of the world open up it's sails
Got lost in the summer of '69
I led you all to believe that I was doing fine
This isn't the way I wanted it to end
I went to see the globe in gold and vivid reds
I might have lost count, but 243 days I've found
That I've been aimlessly drifting apart
From where should I be? And where did I start?
And why did this end? How is this real?
Why is this happening to me?
I didn't [?] RSVP
When I crowned myself the first King of the sea
My name's Donald Crowhurst, this might be it
I never even left the Atlantic
I've been lying for months, I've been struggling to cope
I saw the end of the world and I think I broke
I got lost in the summer of '69
I led you all to believe that I was doing fine
This isn't the way I wanted this to end
I went to see the globe in gold and vivid reds
I went to see the globe in gold and vivid reds