House Party

Doors open at their own discretion,
To paths that lead nowhere worth runnin’
We’ve run out of leads,
There’s no way to leave
Not how we envisioned dying in our dreams
Lights on but they’re blurring our vision
Can’t cope to replace what we’re missin’
Intoxicate me
For intimacy,
But no one around me can see me for me
Celebrate but it’s all for nothin’,
Wipe my tears with poison
Put my judgement to rest,
It’s easy becomin’
Who I resent
When I wanna feel somethin’
Windows shut tightly but there’s still a breeze,
The room spins like clockwork, no one has the key
The wooden floors creak and we feel empty
In our bodies, they’re temporary
Gone.
Numb me, dumb me down
‘Cause I know better than to do it to myself
Let’s float like ghosts for a night,
Haunt the house and dim the lights
Faded apparitions pretend to be fine
Dead within and lookin’ barely alive
We’ll float like ghosts for the night,
Haunt the house and kill the lights.
Faded apparitions appear to be fine
Dead within minutes, used to be half alive
Dig up the time capsule
Pop, pop, pop it like a pill
Eat it up, wash it down,
And it’ll make you ill
Haunted by the past,
But more haunted by the present,
Just watching my life pass
When I don’t even feel like I’m present
I guess it’s been a long time comin, a long time comin’,
‘Cause I spent so much of my time runnin’, of my time runnin’
Out of time
Feel like a phantom half the time
Let’s float like ghosts for a night,
Haunt the house and dim the lights
Faded apparitions pretend to be fine
Dead within and lookin’ barely alive
We’ll float like ghosts for the night,
Haunt the house and kill the lights
Faded apparitions appear to be fine
Dead within minutes, used to be half alive
It’s obvious we’re out of plans
To change or to better ourselves
Don’t wanna get stuck in the past,
But it’s all we have if nothing else