Killing Me

Sweetheart, would you wake up today?
I promise you would recognize my face
I wanna show you how I've grown in this place
In this place, I'm not alone and I know I'll be okay
But it's always harder when the winter comes to stay
When I can't help remember all the words I'd never said
And it's killing me that you're not here with me
I'm living happily, but I'm feeling guilty
Oh you won't believe the wonders I can see
This world is changing me but I'll love you faithfully
Every thing is taller these days
Or maybe I feel smaller and time rushes away
There's so much I could show you, oh your great grandchildren
I've been laughing like we did when we were young
Oh I've been laughing like we did when we were young
And it's killing me that you're not here with me
I'm living happily, but I'm feeling guilty
Oh you won't believe the wonders I can see
This world is changing me but I'll love you faithfully
Oh it's killing me that you're not here with me
I'm living happily, but I'm feeling guilty
Oh you won't believe the wonders I can see
This world is changing me but I'll love you faithfully
Yeah it's killing me that you're not here with me
I'm living happily, but I'm feeling guilty
Oh you won't believe the wonders I can see
This world is changing me but I'll love you faithfully