In Between

There's more than you can see going between you and me
I can't say what
We stay on the line dividing hell from doing fine
Sometimes I like it
Like a train goes past at night
I wanna hop and be out of sight
But I don't dare leave cause I might miss something
Reacting jealous, ignoring comfort
Hey girls what do you hear?
Much more I could say but don't disappear
But I don't get the clues
Or maybe it's your move
And so I'm in between
Ready to see for some real talk
Nothing's worse to be
Than a fatal bit of geometry
It feels guilty
Especially in here
It's just my mind that isn't real
I think except maybe
It's just enough to keep me tired
Much less than is required
Practical is long forgotten
Territorial is rotten
Hey girls what do you hear?
There's much more I can say but don't disappear
But I don't get the clues
Or maybe it's your move
So I'm in between
Ready to see for some real talk
Every night feels strange
If I try to be okay
And you need me right
Right?
If I didn't think that might
That might...what...what...what
You clouded everything but I can't believe I'm being mean
But I love you
It's complicated now
But time has gone somehow without a disaster
It's hard to keep my sense intact
A long time I didn't react
But I feel things now I just barely remembered
An earlier person too naive to be tempered
Hey girls what do you hear?
There's much more I could say but don't disappear
But I don't get the clues
Or maybe it's your move
And so I'm in between
Ready to speak for some real talk