Kiss Me Once

I made pact with myself
That there'd be no one else
At least not for a while
When I could not even smile
For my own self
Now the ash burns warmer
My thoughts a little bit closer
So why's my heart just giving in
To the way you touch my skin?
It's like I'm tainted
Just kiss me once
I don't wanna feel like this but
Just kiss me once
It's not love but it's the first time
I've wanted this much from someone
And no, not all my fear is gone
You don't know how beautiful you make me feel
Just kiss me once
I don't wanna feel like this but
Just hold me once
It's not love but it's the first time
I've wanted this much from someone
And no, not all my fear is gone
You don't know how beautiful you make me feel
My mind never knows what to say
It's like I let my feelings get away
I can't help being so open
And maybe my heart is broken and poisoned
I think we should go our separate ways
Or has the damage already been made?
Have you already let me in
Or am I imagining this is something?
Just kiss me once
I don't wanna feel like this but
Just kiss me once
It's not love but it's the first time
I've wanted this much from someone
You make me feel so undone
You don't know how beautiful you make me feel
Just kiss me once
I don't wanna feel like this but
Just hold me once
It's not love but it's the first time
I've wanted this much from someone
And no, not all my fear is gone
But you don't know how beautiful you make me feel
And this is a lot
I didn't want to feel like this but
I've got caught up
In this net of feeling anxious
But with you, I'm not, I don't understand
Why you'd wanna hold my hand
And there's so many things that make me unsure
Just kiss me once
I don't wanna feel like this but
Just kiss me once
It's not love but it's the first time
I've wanted this much from someone
No, not all my fear is gone
You don't know how beautiful you make me feel
Just kiss me once
Just hold me once
Just kiss me once, oh
You don't know how beautiful you make me feel