Detoxify

I wish I knew why I can't stay clean
And I try my hardest, but my body's so mean
And I wake up shaking, feeling like shit
But honestly it's fine, maybe I'll never quit
And I wish I knew why I act so mean,
I really just want my heart to be seen
And I hate myself, so I hate you too
It didn't make sense and I didn't think it through
But let me be me and then you'll see
Me at my wake and it'll be great
Dress me nice, try not to cry
I'll decant, detoxify
Let me be me and then you'll see
Me at my wake and it'll be great
Dress me nice, try not to cry
I'll decant, detoxify
I wish I knew why he didn't love me
Maybe my shitty personality
And maybe he could honestly
Get out of my head, it's like a bad dream
And I wish I knew where my parents are right now
I wonder if they'd ever be proud
Of a fuckup like me; can't they see?
I'll never get over them abandoning me
But let me be me and then you'll see
Me at my wake and it'll be great
Dress me nice, try not to cry
I'll decant, detoxify
Let me be me and then you'll see
Me at my wake and it'll be great
Dress me nice, try not to cry
I'll decant, detoxify
Let me be me and then you'll see
Me at my wake and it'll be great
Dress me nice, try not to cry
I'll decant, detoxify
Let me be me and then you'll see
Me at my wake and it'll be great
Dress me nice, try not to cry
I'll decant, detoxify