Pursuit of Unhappiness

What do I know about moving on and starting over?
It always seems like I'm falling behind
I've spent too long in isolation ignoring the questions burning holes in the back of my mind
But tonight, I'm gonna figure out why
I'm always trying to figure out why
Me and you don't see eye to eye
I'm on the brink of total mass self-destruction
But I feel fine
Here I am avoiding traffic on the highway to your house
With a head full of doubts that my words will ever come out
In hopeful desperation for avoiding conversation
that's above my normal amount of awkwardness
But I guess I spoke too soon
You were lying next to him in the quiet of your room
I said it's better off If I left you
She said why don't you do it?
Here I am avoiding wisdom collectively from all my friends
That my head is in the right place, all my aspirations
I should call you out on stories, believing ancient allegories
You always waste my time and I always waste your breath
But I think it's for the best
I said it's better If I left
He said why don't you do it?
We used to say we missed simpler times
But they weren't all that simple
We were younger back then, with more bumps on our temples
We felt way too much, and we got our hearts broken
I had so many feelings that I left unspoken
And I never told you
And I never you that I loved you
But I don't anymore
But I don't anymore
What do I know about moving on and starting over?
It always seems like I'm falling behind
I've spent too long in isolation ignoring the questions burning holes in the back of my mind
But tonight, I'm gonna figure out why
I'm always trying to figure out why
Me and you don't see eye to eye
I'm on the brink of total mass self-destruction
And I feel fine