Fall Before I Fold

If it were me
I wouldn't fall before I fold
I'm not too weak to say
I'm stuck on a dead end road
And if you believe what you believe
Just do it all with sincerity
And don't let anybody fuck with what brings you home
It took a hard hand of fate
To learn from my mistakes
The more I tried to change
The more I stayed the same
There's something wrong
I can't make sense in my own head
Or pull myself up out of it when I need to
I've tried for so long
I just can't understand
Where everyone went
I'm lost in it all
It's like I've been broken ever since 2006
I just can't get it right
I don't know if it's just fate
Or why things went this way
All I can say is that I'm trying to get it right
So give me that hard hand of fate
And to learn from my mistakes
It seems the more I try to change
The more I stay the same
There's something wrong
I can't make sense in my own head
Or pull myself up out of it when I need to
I've tried for so long
I just can't understand
Where everyone went
I'm lost in it all
I'm waiting
To see it
I can't get away from it all
I'm dying
I need this
But I can't begin
To live through the fall
I'm dying
I'm needing
There's something wrong
I can't make sense in my own head
Or pull myself up out of it when I need to
I've tried for so long
I still can't understand
Where everyone went
I'm lost in it all
I'm lost in it all
Where everyone went
I'm lost in it all