Grey Havens

The edge, it calls to me from the grey
I don't know my hour or day
And I'm afraid of being oblivious to oblivion
I'll say a prayer under my breath and hope you hear
If it's my time to go I don't want to look back
I'm waiting for something, like a light to guide my way
To step into nothing when I'm not quite sure that I don't wanna stay
I want to believe that somehow I'll be fine
And everything's alright and this is not my time
The art of balancing is lost on me
I don't know which way to fall into infinity
Will it feel like waking up
Or falling back to dreamless sleep forever on
If it's my time to go I don't want to look back
I'm waiting for something, like a light to guide my way
Just step into nothing when I'm not quite sure that I don't wanna stay
I want to believe that somehow I'll be fine
And everything's alright and this is not my time
Will it feel like waking up like before?
The way your dream just disappears?
Will it feel like giving up
And letting go and drifting out?
I'm waiting for something, like a light to guide my way
Just step into nothing when I'm not quite sure that I don't wanna stay
I want to believe that somehow I'll be fine
And everything's alright and this is not my time
This is not my time
This is not mine