White Dress

[Verse 1]
I used to be tryna be perfect in every way
I used to care about what people say
I never questioned being on picket fences
I'm not afraid about where I fit into the frame
Satisfied to drive in my own lane
So quit denying, yesterday is dying
[Pre-Chorus]
I'll never be, I'll never be
All of the things that you need me to be
You'll never see, you'll never see
That version of me
[Chorus]
I'm not the girl in the white dress
I'm not your fairytale princess
I'm sorry, mama, that I made you cry
Someday you'll know the reason why
I'm not the girl in the white dress
I'm impressing my darkness
I'm really sorry that I let you down
But I'm still gonna make you proud
[Verse 2]
Close your eyes
Why don't you try to keep an open mind?
I hope you know how hard I really tried
It might be a hard truth but it's not about you
This is mine so don't treat me like I'm a crime
My life, my lesson learned in time
Don't need against you, you don't have to be you
[Pre-Chorus]
You'll never see, you'll never see
That version of me
[Chorus]
I'm not the girl in the white dress
I'm not your fairytale princess
I'm sorry, mama, that I made you cry
Someday you'll know the reason why
I'm not the girl in the white dress
I'm impressing my darkness
I'm really sorry that I let you down
But I'm still gonna make you proud
[Bridge]
I'll never be, I'll never be
All of the things that you need me to be
[Chorus]
I'm not the girl in the white dress
I'm not your fairytale princess
I'm sorry, mama, that I made you cry
Someday you'll know the reason why
I'm not the girl in the white dress
I'm impressing my darkness
I'm really sorry that I let you down
But I'm still gonna make you proud